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Hello. This is Yu Narukami-san, correct?

I am Yusuke Kitagawa, one of Akira Kurusu's comrades. We met last month, when the sky turned red.

I want to express my deepest regrets and sincerest apologies for my actions. Please forgive me.

Yes, that's me.

[Being called san by others is still weird. Time to feel like a grandpa again.]

Ahh...if you mean kidnapping me, then don't worry, I could have stopped you if I had wanted.

[It's not a boast; he is a wildcard after all, at the end of his journey (times three).]

Unless you mean what happened underwater?

Yes... that's what I mean.

[ This is - embarrassing. Because apologizing means having to think back to what happened. What they did. ]

I wasn't within my right mind at the time. The way I behaved towards you, my brazen and [ ... there's no way around it - ] carnal actions, do not reflect who I really am. Please, believe me and forgive me!

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[Yusuke...it makes Yu wonder.]

I should be the one asking for an apology then, if you didn't want to do it. I should have insisted more.

[ Er... wait. No, that isn't how this as supposed to go. Yusuke isn't trying to blame it on him! ]

No, no! I'm not saying I didn't want to do it.

[ ... There, he admitted it. To both Yu and himself. ]

I'm saying the way I treated you was uncouth and improper.

[ This still doesn't feel like it's going how he expected, though. Isn't Yu the least bit upset or embarrassed about what they did? ]

[Oh. Well, that's a big relief.]

Oh good! I mean...good that you wanted to do it, that is.

[He's trying.]

I don't know about that either...kidnapping aside, which we both know was due to people acting weirdly, you did stop when it looked like I was hesitating? I didn't feel like you were improper.

[ ... Well, that's true too, from what Yusuke remembers. This whole apology thing is really falling apart on him.

It takes him a bit longer to respond this time. ]

Do you truly not regret what we did together? Not even from shame, or embarrassment?

[Yu has a tendency to do that to people.]

Well I know it's not exactly something that's accepted back home but...no, not really. Why would I be embarrassed if I enjoyed it?

I don't know. You're right.

[ Yusuke's confusion is quickly dissipating now that they've reached this point in their conversation. It's a conclusion that makes perfect sense, both logically and intuitively. There is some lingering shame in Yusuke's heart - as Yu said, it's not something that would necessarily be accepted socially if made public - but... Why should Yusuke let that hold him back? Such considerations certainly don't factor into his art. ]

I think I may need to thank you instead of asking for your forgiveness.

Well in that case I should be thanking you too. If you ever feel like coming over for a meal, please let me know.

[(❁´◡`❁)]

I'll remember that.

Thank you again, Yu-kun.

[Quick Yu, add a little more courage to your talk;]

No problem....and if you ever want to do it again, let me know, okay?

[ヾ(￣▽￣) ]

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